Weekend!!
It has been a while since my last post in english.
Never mind that.
This week was a little more eventful I guess.
At least my brain was so occupied with surgery stuff that i didn't have spare time to think about other nonsense.
Mood fluctuation is not really huge therefore.
But why surgery?

YES. We suddenly came to know that we will be having a MIDSEM surgery exam, out of no where, this weekend. WELL, I didn't think of it as a really serious matter, since I am currently posted in the surgery wards, General Hospital, Melaka. On top of it, I am preparing for my end of posting for next week, simultaneously.

UNTIL...I came to realise the difference between clinics and theory. OMG i get more and more tension as the day approaches. It's hard to memorise investigations and treatment just like that. I simply can't imagine the emergency situations.

Anyway, it came out fine (i guess..i hope)
As i said, end of posting is next week, although prof is kind enough not to take us on it, I still have to work hard for it right?
So we went to the hospital after the exam, just to examine some patients and to perform some skills.

Here comes the main thing of the day.
Unlike the huzzly-buzzly busy weekdays, the hospital today is exceptionally quiet and peaceful,a perfect spot for the ills. (thanks to the students)
For the very first time, i was so keen to talk to patients, ask about their case, check their files, examine them and even talk to the nurses there. (unlike the normal me who yawned while stepping into the wards, and wear on a not-very-friendly-looking mask)

I finally found the enthusiasm in my job. I am starting to like my job.
The feeling that my existence is needed. I feel the comfort in patients when i talk to them. at the same time letting them to know that I am willing to help.
Maybe this can't be done during the weekdays. Not with medical officers around, and case presentations early in the morning.