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执著
Thursday 26 November 2009

不明就理的执著着
不是一种固执
我宁愿说这是一种坚持
我能够坚持很久很久
只要我觉得自己的立场是对的
即使我肯退让那么一小步
也只是因为我在意
绝对不是妥协
如果要我勉强接受
那可能需要很久很久
可是要怎样忘掉, 麻木自己呢?
我还在摸索

于是
我依然痛苦的执著着.


我们用尽目前为止所有力气
把自己从自己的心抽离
然而沥干之后, 还是无尽的空洞
~ 敷米浆 <你转身, 我下楼> ~

SZE YIN posted at 1:10 pm | 0 whispers


the bucket list
Monday 23 November 2009

Christmas is just around the corner yo! While friends are busy planning for the long holidays this weekend, me, on the other hand, is quite excited for the coming month. It's christmas day baybeh!! Decors are everywhere, even christmas carols! And guess what, I get to go to Singapore for celebration this time. Always wanted to. And very much looking forward to it.

Like any other years, I always hope that I can get something for myself during this occasion. Not from others of course, I will get it for myself definitely pardon you. Hehe. Something to pamper myself. Hmm.. A few things in mind though. Let's prioritize stuff and see how much budget I've got.











1. Dan Brown "The Lost Symbol"
-heard it's nice, hope LCH will go and get it quick.

2. The Body Shop White Treatment toner
-hmm..neccessity I think. Will ask mum to get it.

3. Dorothy Perkins Black Buckle Front Bag
-love the golden chain holder. I haven't been buying bags for almost a year anyways.

4. Charles & Keith heels
-Yesh I love heels in general. Need a new pair for partay!!

5. Moschino Glamour EDT
-smells good looks good. And I haven't like smell another scent on me for almost two years already. Goodness.

6. Yves Rocher Organic Oat Hand Cream
-tried it the other day. Love the texture and the scent OMG. Still considering...

7. The Body Shop black velvet apricot home fragrance oil
-I want my room to smell good. Anything wrong? And it's not even costly mind you. Lighten up my mood and improve performance in studies =)


BIG BIG improvement. No cosmetics and dresses!! Hoho. And they are not very very unreasonably costly also. Yay! Need to save a bit more for this month then.

SPLURGE SPLURGE SPLURGE!!!


p/s : I think I stole the title from Choke Abby. Ooops. I like the rose petal hand soap le!!

SZE YIN posted at 8:43 pm | 0 whispers


释怀
曾经看过这么一句话:"我曾答应要她永远开心, 所以我唯一能做的, 就是永远抢先一步挡在她面前, 为她箍掉所有另她不开心的事情"

听起来很简单, 说得好听, 能不能做得到? 还得看个人的能力. 是否真的只能力不从心, 我现在终于体会到了. 我不是个得寸进尺的人, 我要的, 也只是永远永远不会看到或听到不开心的消息. 这很难吗? 为这种事折腾了这么久, 又回到原点, 值得吗? 那就见仁见智了.
我不是张小娴, 当然讲不出这么动人的话, 当然也不曾奢望会有一段怎么样的故事. 只是最近很累很累了, 换回的, 依然是无尽的不明白.
开心, 本来就不是必然的.

刚才上课的时候, 突然从后传出一张歌词要我看,

"我知道这样不好
也知道你的爱只能那么少
我只有不停地要
要到你想逃
泪湿的枕头晒干就好
眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹"


巧合,
永远轮不到你来幻想.
我万分感概.

"我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰
只要你好好久久爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好贪心也好
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望"


对于没办法的问题, 除了逃避, 我只能让自己看开一些.
刚读了敷米浆的<你转身,我下楼>, 心情又平伏了许多.
相比起那些不完美却令人唏嘘的故事, 这本算是现实一点.
呵呵, 我原来一直忽略了要放开.

释怀, 又何尝不是我需要的解药呢?


歌词取自 <张惠妹 原来你什么都不想要>

SZE YIN posted at 8:02 pm | 0 whispers


About losing control
Sunday 22 November 2009

It's really been a while.

As usual, really not that I've got nothing to say, there's just too much that I wanna tell. So much that everytime once i get out of the bathroom with some ideas and sit in front of the comp, BLANK.

YES. I was very very emotional those few weeks back then. Worst of all, I'm not even sure when is this gonna end. It's still getting me. Perhaps even deeper inside. Not because I'm too stubborn to get over with it, but based on facts that keep appearing in front of my very own eyes. Contradictions.

Therefore, I've gone way too far beyond boundaries to seek for the truth. Or seek for comfort. Some kind of sense of security. At the same time confabulating to hide my jealousy desperately, to secure my pride. At least. However, the deeper I dug into it, the weaker I felt. Like, stabbing right into my ventricles repeatedly.

I have to stop this. I have to trust myself and stop getting upset. I saw something again just now. But I'm not going to question anymore. I'm not gonna fall for it and do anymore harm to us. I can't take this any further. Enough is enough. I choose to accept. Or rather, deny. I hope this new resolution will take care of the rest of this mess.
I'm actually telling myself that I'm feeling much better now. I need to get a life. Or get a grip on my personal self-control skill. But, I need time.

I'll be happy again. I'm positive about it. Smile. Good night and sleep tight LSY.

SZE YIN posted at 11:00 pm | 0 whispers


台湾八日行之 天下无不散之筵席
Monday 2 November 2009

左拖右拖的, 总算可以做个总结了.
我有种一气呵成的感觉.
总的来说, 这次的旅程还算满意.
除了走破一双球鞋之外.
这个地方给我一种很亲切的感觉, 不只是路人甲乙丙, 还有整个地方, 可能个人觉得到处开口闭口都讲中文的感觉很过瘾吧. 交通更是方便到想偷笑.
食物方面嘛, 一开始还不错, 就是不晓得为什么越来越有不习惯的感觉, 搞到最后大家都宁愿吃麥当当.
至于最爱也最致命的血拼, 当然无话可说了. 从化妆品, 护肤品到衣料服饰, 都是本地有过之而无不及的. 我是说价钱. 买了什么? 想知道就自己问我吧. 其实不外乎是几件小洋装, 睫毛膏, 本土的护肤品, 还有面膜. 当然少不了特产新东扬凤梨酥和果冻. 不过个人倒是去了诚品买了几本书, 也不知道为什么整个人觉得挺满足的.
除了旅游景点, 我们还去了唱K, 还有泡吧. 哈哈. 不太习惯他们的点歌程式. 夜店倒是令人大开眼界. 应该算是非去不可的吧.

不知道要怎么说了. 想去的就去感受一下吧. 不然整天只看综艺节目也不是办法. 不过坦白说我是不会旧地重游的了, 要去可能会去南部一趟吧, 不过我也没有喜欢台湾到那种程度. 想去的话, 我还是可以指教指教的.

好吧! 再俗也要说的了 :"台北之旅, 成功!!"



















p/s : 竟然在西门町街头碰见by2在逛街, 对那个逢人必问的问题也有了个交待.

SZE YIN posted at 11:11 pm | 2 whispers


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SZE YIN posted at 8:40 pm | 0 whispers