WHISPER OF SUMMER

氧气

Sunday 23 August 2009

沉入越來越深的海底

我快不能呼吸

好想任性的逃跑

只是

我不再是从前的我了

SZE YIN posted at 6:34 pm | 2 whispers

Instead of studying like dogs in our own rooms, we decided to catch a movie later in the evening (so much for studying HARD in the afternoon huh?) anyways, what else we could do when we were miserably stucked in this tranquil small little town during weekends.

So so so, UP it is!

It was enjoyable indeed, if you don't use your logical sense to analyse the movie throughout. Haha. From the very angular face of the old man, the famous adventurer who never seemed to grow old one bit, and the magical balloons which lifted the whole house all the way to South America. But how nice it was to shut off my whichever lobe of the brain and simply blend in with irrationality! Lol. Not gonna update much about the movie. I'm not a movie critic. Just wanna encourage you guys to watch it, even though it's a cartoon but so what? Not neccessary that you have to walk into a cinema everytime just to catch some blockbusters only to realize half of them are actually rather disappointing. In fact, bring your other-half along hey! Hehe. There were actually scenes that I felt like crying. The idea of growing old together and considering that as a life-time adventure is just warmth. Love it. Am definitely gonna watch it again yeap!

The fat kid is annoyingly adorable OMG.

And the ONLY music in this movie is still sickeningly stucked in my head till now.

SQUIRRELLL!!

Some more entertaining shots:

Hopelessly attention seeking bunch of kids. Yea what to do, our VERY FIRST visit to the cinema wert.

A wonderful night out with uni-mates. Only to find out that they too have a lot more to cover for surgery. YAY. :S:S And I have coffee intolerance. Say NO to coffee yo!

SZE YIN posted at 10:34 am | 0 whispers

sleepy lsy

Saturday 22 August 2009

I hate drowsiness after lunch. especially during weekends like this. Important weekends.

Haih. I need to study for surgery exam on monday.

But my concentration span is decreasing drastically.

I better take a power nap.

Anyone who is kind enough to wake me up an hour later?

Random.

Collection of books in my room in melaka.

Both academic and non-academic.

More than half are brand new. Untouched.

And I'm a fourth year medical student. DAMN.

Hmm I really need to be motivated once again.

After the nap perhaps. Hope I won't wake up 4 hours later. Miserably.

Sleeping bugs pls go away =(

SZE YIN posted at 12:51 pm | 2 whispers

爱上. 爱

Friday 21 August 2009

我从不曾为了一部电影而哭, 甚至不会为任何事情掉眼泪.
感性这回事, 本来就不能用来测量一个人的软弱.
奇怪的是, 能令我嚎啕的, 只有那种看不见, 也感觉不到的压力.
最近常透不过气, 深呼吸的次数越来越频繁, 那种熟悉的感觉回来了.
无形中, 把我压的昏昏沉沉的.

于是, 我不断寻找一个平衡点.
生活里不管是多了一个人, 一件事, 甚至是一件宠物, 都需要平衡.
就好像天和海之间有地平线, 东和西中间有换日线一样.
我并不是想太多, 我只是爱上了思考的感觉, 那种只属于自己的冷静.
为每一件事找出答案, 就好像为每个病人找出病源一样.
当医生, 与其说是为了使命, 倒不如说那是另一种际遇;
缘份, 本来就是件百转迂回的事,
摸不着, 也猜不透.

就好像现在的我和你.

人长大了, 不像以前那样冲动.
想了好多, 问了很多, 却更迷惘.
没有原由的生气自己. 也埋怨过你.
其实最近生活真的很繁忙, 兼顾的事情很多, 有点繁不胜烦了.
当累了, 想放弃时, 才发现我一直在忽略一些事.

最重要的小事.

一段小小的对话, 不经意的细心, 或适量的关心, 都能是一种幸福.
就像此刻, 听着某张CD , 也能会心一笑.
这样的人间烟火, 我享受着.

简单的几行字, 你, 明白了吗?

SZE YIN posted at 10:28 pm | 0 whispers

The winner

Wow it's been a month huh? *cough cough* my blog is dusty already.
Finally finally, I'm back again. Although not much of inspiration lately, I'll still post something. As promised. And try my level best to make sure no one dozes off after visiting my blog. If u did, pls tell me, I'm so gonna charge you for the free dose of sedative.

Surgery posting is coming to an end. I can't believe this. Or rather choose not to believe it. Do not get me wrong. I don't have any special affinity towards this specialty, it's merely because I simply don't think that I'm ready for the coming challenges in next semester, the fourth year competency exam people! My two major postings are over and I still don't know nuts about anything. I don't even know how to calculate the amount of IV fluids to pump into my patient's cannula for goodness sake. And before I realised, my end posting is over. Night mare it was. Certainly. The insecure feeling is running down my spine right now. I'm traumatised. I should have studied more. OK. My fault. I still enjoy the posting anyway. And we are following the hospital staffs and surgeons for the next two weeks. Plus night posting. I hope it turns out fine. And reignite my passion for surgery. Even though I have the habit of being EXTRA passionate with every posting and decided to specialise on them whenever I changed departments. Don't get me wrong. I still love psychiatry ok. If you follow my very previous post. Especially now that I'm watching this new drama about psychiatrist, and apparently it isn't THAT new it seems. Im out-dated. Admit it.

In a totally unrelated event, I haven't been back home for two weeks already. Really looking forward to go back this merdeka weekend. Since I'm a very patriotic person, I'm gonna celebrate this big event heartily. Party hard. Obviously. Any invitations pls make appointment earlier. Hehe. I forgot. I need to meet up with Gabriel. Hope he doesn't read my blog. And seriously plan for ktv this time around. She does read my blog.

I'm having a severe deficiency on inspirations. Looking for donors. Urgent. To prevent mismatched transfusion, do drop me some comments so that the anaphylactic shock won't be fatal. Damn. I need to stop using medical terms all the time. I have different description on the abrevations AGE, PDA, CCB, CBD, CRF and CCF. First you need to tell me what are yours first *wink*

Currently thinking about:
1. Surgery semester exam
2. Medical student conference
3. What to wear on monday
4. What to eat for lunch tomorrow
5. Taiwan trip
6. Untagging photos on someone's fb *snob*
7. Hope he doesn't call me 3am in the morning. I was just joking. Really.
8. I kept my promise. What do I get in return. Hoho.

SZE YIN posted at 9:45 pm | 3 whispers