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WHISPER OF SUMMER ♥

周记
Tuesday 30 June 2009

喜欢间间单单的我
总是把事情搞得乱七八遭
口是心非
本来就是女人的专利

卢学睿常问可不可以爱他
声音美的没话说
只可惜我更爱潘裕文
偏见
一直主宰我的一切一切


一直以为我的感情世界是高不可攀的
但其实我后悔了
恋爱时吃不够多的人间烟火
竟然是跟感情的深浅成正比的


记得冰瓦兄曾说过
马六甲是个养老的好地方
后知后觉
仍然是我的缺点


不能输或输不起
我不太能分辨
两人的关系一旦有输赢的成份
我希望我是赢的那方


输输赢赢的关系里
朋友说我更适合当输的那方
当局者迷或旁观者清
古人果然比我更明白这个道理



最近有朋友变成了陌生人
也有失而复得的友情
朋友
一向左右着我的人生


心里有好多好多的问号
我有点力不从心了
猜不透
未尝不是件最幸福的事


不愿介入
也不愿解释清楚
得过且过
是我二十二年来的一大败笔


既然是三千烦恼丝
还是多花心思在有成果的事情上吧
对病人好一点
好像才是燃眉之急


要睡了
也希望那些累坏了的能睡的安稳
还有明天考试的能顺利
晚安

SZE YIN posted at 12:04 am | 8 whispers


MANIPAL : FRIENDS
Tuesday 23 June 2009

We moved to a new apartment named Angel's court after 1st year. Although there were really unbelievable rumours spreading about that apartment, we still had fun. Loads of fun. Haha. If there really are something that we are still missing badly, this is it!




New house. New start.


With them.

Chinese wedding.

Annual night 2008

Beloved mentor Mr Vinod. Thanks for everything. Thanks for spending 2 nights with me in the hospital. I felt so much better with you around.


Every sunday afternoon : Snack shack.


Manipal Bakery.


YER.


Only job during postings : DAI DI!!


Udupi Hospital.



Mr. Chew's 21st.



Basketball tournament.


Gan dong bu yi. hehek.



My 21st!! Thanks for the surprise party. And you :)


YEA we cook A LOT in Manipal.
Photography session
BBQ.
The list goes on. Too many things happened. Conflicts, arguments, depressions etc. Those which need photographic memory to capture them. They'll all be stored in my brain I promise. Even the unpleasant ones. Because of Manipal, because of you people, I'm who I am right now. Although bad influences were there (I'm sorry haha), but still, what's the point of me standing where I am now if not because of those bad habits. They'd shape me you see.
Thanks for tolerating them anyway. Thanks for being patient with me everytime I'm having mood swing attacks. Some were really bad I do realised. I'm sorry. Especially the period when something was wrong in my relationship. Although you people had no idea why that time.
Last, but not least, thanks for making my enemies yours!! HAHA.
Till now, I'm glad that although we are all in different postings, nothing much has changed. Thanks for being there for me yesterday night. If not because of you people, I won't have the courage to win my battle. Or determination to be precise ;P


I'm grateful.

SZE YIN posted at 6:40 pm | 8 whispers


MANIPAL
Monday 22 June 2009

Recently the word "Manipal" kept appearing in our conversations, either out of no where, or as a comparison with what we are facing right now.
Yea I guess somehow we've to admit that we are actually missing that place, regardless how much of disapproval that we are getting from those around us, about India.
Then I realised I'd never actually posted anything about the place where I spent my last 2.5 years before. Totally forgotten? Or just pure element of laze.



After lots and lots of gathering and farewells, finally I'm on my way there. With very much of insecurity, we reached the place, got scared by the old Bangalore airport, and the very skillful bus driver. Not much of cultural shock though. And obviously I'm not gonna post up each and every single detail about this 2.5 years, therefore, here are my picks, I present to you, the glamourous moments in Manipal.


THE PLACE

I moved into the non AC twin sharing room at first, then decided to move into the luxurious AC single room. Luxurious, and I mean it. Don't ask me why, because you already know why. Food is quite Malaysian, or rather Western, because surprisingly there are A LOT of Americans studying there. OK since I've already decided not to talk about the negative stuffs here, hmm so, there is nothing else to talk about the place. -out-





Non AC twin sharing





Luxury Luxury :)



Administration building + Library

Food court


ACADEMIC

YES. The main purpose right? We started off with Anatomy, Physiology and Biochemistry. To be precise, we started off with dissection session, in the dissection hall, marvelous experience, and smell. We were just discussing about the toughest year so far and I've to agree that I did face real tough moments during first year. Uncountable sleepless nights, squatting outside the library helplessly the night before Physiology with an empty brain, sleeping with bone sets on the bed (I mean real bones) , and used up 5 million of neurones memorising pathways and cycles for Biochem. Sweat and tears, all in first year.


Grey's Anatomy :)


Last day of dissection


Lab sessions


Second year subjects are the remainings : Pathology, Microbiology, Pharmacology and Forensic Medicine. Hmm..rather uneventful. Because they were much easier comparatively. The most dramatic event was the exposure to autopsies perhaps. It just struck me that I actually went fot 2 distinction vivas altogether, although the outcome was kinda expected, I can't deny the amount of deterioration I'm facing right now. Blame to be put on 3rd year, of course. Haha. Most eventful one however. I'm gonna put it under a different section.

-Gosh I don't even have any pictures to post-

Uneventful-nye



THIRD YEAR

Of course here I'm only referring to the first half of 3rd year, in Manipal.
Examless year. Clinical postings. It was like having holiday!! Traveling, dieting, sports,cooking, house shifting etc etc. I miss those days. Really. And of course, learning the language! Haha. We were soo exposed to the Indian culture during this period. Including Indian food. Thali, parota, dosa and fried bananas LOL.
Oh did I mention about the quality of air in India? Yea. It was really bad. I had to spent a night in the hospital because of the profusely bleeding nose. The second time was due to a road traffic accident. YES I was hit by a vehicle called AUTO. DENG. Had to carry a cast around my left arm for 2 weeks. And the swelling stayed until now. I think it's better to consult a specialist during my orthopedics posting. Hehek.

To be continue...

SZE YIN posted at 7:19 pm | 6 whispers


光速
Wednesday 17 June 2009

谁说光波传播的速度

是最快的

黑暗降临的速度之快

我刚刚就领教了

SZE YIN posted at 3:16 pm | 2 whispers


Malacca
E-learning in the afternoon. How nice.
I do not know what is the definition of it.
I'm suppose to put on the ear phone and listen to some heart murmurs.
or polish my examination skills from the videos.
I'm suppose to be in the comp lab by the way.

Nah. I need to plan for this saturday.
Malacca day trip.
I'm wondering : tourist style or local style?
Haha. Zoo? Butterfly farm? Crocodile farm? Menara Taming Sari? A Famosa? River cruise?
OMG. OK forget it. I mean, who has never been to A famosa before? Ughh.
Local style it is. Food food and food only.
Beef noodles, dim sum, chicken rice ball, satay celup, cendol, baba laksa, and seafood at Portugese Settlement. HMMM. Sounds much better I'm a genius.
Now I need to sort out the directions. And I realized for after more than 6 months I still need google earth. I'm so hopelessly directionless. GOSH.

Anyway no worries as long as we have enough of petrol. And cash. Hoho. Hope you guys enjoy your weekend here with me. Although only 15minutes of planning, I'm sure it's gonna be a blast. I need my power nap now. I'm hyperglycemic already.


p/s : pls remind me to bring along my anti-histamines I don't want to throw an anaphylactic shock by the seaside.

SZE YIN posted at 2:46 pm | 0 whispers


YER
Tuesday 9 June 2009

Hello stalkers.
I'm only updating my blog upon request.
Maybe my life is too scheduled. Every monday is a movie day and every saturday is ktv day. Yer. How annoying. I need surprises. Although last weekend was a complete mess. Surprisingly.
I do not have any interesting stories to tell. Because this is not a medical blog. And I hate putting up pictures of diseases.
The only significant news I've got is Millvina Dean, last survivor of the Titanic incident, passed away last month. So I watched Titanic all over again.
And we almost killed a cat on the way back from dinner. Which reminds me of my neighbour's car which rammed over my dog, and the hamster I accidentally killed long long ago.
Boring boring. I'm yawning while typing. Can't blame those who actually dozed off while reading.
Sorry I'm not giving free supply of sleeping pills over here.
Therefore,
Good night.







3 more months to go :(

p/s : you won't find my blog by googling "how to cure insomnia" ok. *snob*


SZE YIN posted at 9:24 pm | 3 whispers


变数
Sunday 7 June 2009

当友情起了变化

请告诉我该怎么办

装傻

并不是我的强项

SZE YIN posted at 11:04 pm | 0 whispers


PREOCCUPIED
Saturday 6 June 2009

List of thoughts in my mind right now:

1. Is my lunch ready or not?

2. Settle the insurance policy thing on monday, then contact St. John's hostel.

3. Where the hell did I keep my Taipei itinery. Shit.

4. Singapore next weekend? or home?

5. Call Chian Li for tonight. Then call Nic. (Damn. Why all of a sudden I've to plan for this thing I don't even have half the contacts)

6. I'm all exhausted and depressed I need to spend. YEAP.

7. Update clerkship diary by today pls pls I wanna go cheras tmr.

8. I've got sooo many things in mind I can feel them invading my non-dominant hemisphere.

9. Secret.

10. Secret.

SZE YIN posted at 12:40 pm | 4 whispers


INSOMNIA
Friday 5 June 2009

It's 1am now and I'm not even feeling sleepy.
Something is wrong.
I think I drank too much.
of tea.
Or slept too long before dinner.
Hmm.. severe headache.
Anyway, I'm going back to Subang tomorrow. So...
LIONEL IF YOU TELL ME YOU ARE NOT FREE TOMORROW I'M SO GONNA KILL YOU.
Hehe. Book the badminton court ya?

And and and..
Happy Birthday Khai Meng.
Although I always scold you.
Although I'm still hesitating about the whole HK thingy.
Although I'M NOT YOUR PRESENT.
But still...

OK I'm not talking sense.
But yay I'm seeing sleeping bugs already. Bye Bye.

SZE YIN posted at 12:54 am | 9 whispers


静止
Tuesday 2 June 2009

有没有试过

感觉不到自己的心跳?

再仔细听听

只剩碎了一地的声音

SZE YIN posted at 8:06 pm | 0 whispers